You're different now

Hello!

I just wanted to say that I really miss Miskhaliza Bte Misran so much. Hi girl, I hope you still remember me. Yes, I'm a girl who you really loves before but now I don't know.... Just so you know, my love to you will never be replace. I love you more than you think. Just bcos we don't talk that much doesn't mean I don't think about you. You never even left my minds. You're there all the time. One things that you've to know that I will always love you more than your boyfriend did. Got it? Eventhough, we don't talk as much as we did last year but you're always in my heart. I just miss you My prayers are always for you, all the time. I really want to meet you on this holidays but what can I do when you're too busy with your boy. Nevermind, go ahead! He's might be your future husband. I wish that both of you will lasts long! Inshaallah. Sayang, sorry for the straight talks. But seriously, what I saw in you nowdays. I miss the old you. The old us. The old you who always said that 'Bestfriend are more importan than boyfriend, no matter what'. Don't forget me. I beg you. Do take care of yourself. Study hard and make your parents proud of you darling. I love you.

I miss you babe.

You miss the butterflies you get when he’s near you. You miss smiling when his name pops up on your phone. You miss those amazing conversations, the ones you replay in your head at night. You miss being able to be all over his Facebook. You miss the way he touches you. You miss the way things were: late night talks, random “date” plans, the effort. 
Things are obviously not the same. Argument after argument. You guys pick on little things to fight about. You guys always bring up past mistakes in every conversation.


I don’t miss him. I miss the old us, the old me when I was with him. I miss you babe. I miss you to the max! xx 

You've been through this.

I’m sorry I couldn’t be your first, but I promise you I’ll make you forget all the pain you went through with your past girls. 
I know you have your guard up with girls and not care anymore. I know you’ve been through all the stages from talking, honeymoon, downhill, and strangers. I know you stop giving a shit about “love” and relationships. I know you’ve been hurt so much and don’t bother putting in any effort. I know you’re tired of being the one who is always chasing the girl. I know that you feel your efforts become useless in the end. You probably hear this a lot about girls being different from your past. But I’m here. All I need is chance to prove you wrong. To show why every girl from your past wasn’t the one for you. 

Where are you when I needed you the most?

Hi, Assalammualaikum.
I miss him. I know he don't care anymore but I just wanted to remind him that he's still I ever all think about. No matter how badly he treated me. I'm fucking miss him. I don't know why?!! It's killing me slow by slow. Hurts you know :( Okbye Assalammualaikum ♥

Happy Birthday sayang.

Hi & Assalammualaikum. 

Happy Birthday to my dear Sykhrin Zamia. Semoga panjang umur & dimurahkan rezeki. Always success in your life, Amin :)  So yeah happy birthday again. Hoping that our friendship will last long. Insyaallah. I love you baby! Take care ♥

Out of my heart~

I've been wanting to write this for a long time but didn't know how to start. The time since you left me has gone by fast. And slow, too. Good-byes are the worst, which I hated. I hope everything is going great for you. You deserve all the happiness you can get. Remember that no matter where I am or what I'm doing I've got a special place inside me that's all for you. It's been there since the day we met. Sometimes I still stare into space and think about him. I think about how there are certain people who come into your life, and leave a mark. Everytime I sit in front of my computer, I find myself on a dead stall. We talk on the phone sometimes but never quite get around to say much anything important until the very last two minutes of the conversation, I tell you I really miss you and we make a vague promises about seeing each other again. Now it just memories that I will never forget. Someone came into my life, changed my feelings. I felt like someone who really appreciates me. I loves him. So many time I'm trying to forget you. But I really can't. I discover that even the ones I truly love never bring on the same kind of feeling that I get when I think about you. In the end, I decide that the mark that we've left on each other is the color and shape of love. That's the unfinished business between us. Love is never finished. I love you until now and I really miss you HH ): Loving you is the best things in my life. No one can replace you in my heart..I know that one day one pwincess will take you as her pwince. That time you will see how sad I am. But I rather see you happy, even I'm not darling... But please, I beg you. Don't forget me for the rest of your life. I hope you knows somebody loves you.
Love always, Anis ♥

Who knows?

This is where I will walk soon mybe 10 years more :p This will be the day that all my dreams come true. This will be the day where I'll wear the beautiful wedding dress. I love how he plans his future with me. I love it when he says “I will marry you, someday..” I love the way when he tells me he wants me to be the mother of his children. A big laugh from me HAHAHAHA!

Loves, Anis xoxo.